Monday, September 14, 2009

Will a self proclaimed prophet, garner respect?


He won’t. He is not looking for the same, He is looking for confrontation, he is looking too be shaken up in his beliefs.

Never mind, this is just a monologue of an active mind. Indians have always been plagued by humbleness, wished I too had this disease in all circumstances.

I am writing this to elaborate the need of a H being to believe in himself of his superiority over the others. It can be in form of racial supremacy, intellectual, strength, genetically, …..you think it and you have it.


I won’t sound complex but phrase it in a manner which is understandable to all. One come and give you feedback" Anuj has loads of attitude, he do not listen to anyone, do whatever he thinks?” This may result in situation that is quite similar to mid life crisis. In place of believing in your superior authority over world, you question your being and bend to the rule & end up working as a team man.


I was never a good team man, as I always have some more thoughts than other for things, but I sounded a good team man, as I was least interested in team affairs and was more concerned about where I bat or what I get. This was going to change one day.

I was even a worst team captain, I was motivated to win and was always more tactful, never able to understand the act of favoritism and having camps of followers. I was left disillusioned for ever, after people rebelled and did not accept me. This was going to change one day.

I was made to take up the so called middle path, I read about Ayn Rand' philosophy at the wrong time of life, I was left more in lurch.

I was neither this nor that. The whole idea of supremacy and intimation has taken back seat; it was now about being acceptable.
Rules were set where you can always be good, but never can be great.
I had left all reasoning and interpreted the meaning of Che saying as applicable “Let the world change you, so that can change the world". The first part is done in plenty, second part never took off.

Well, Still I can not be the Vegetable as I was always a solid non conformist.


I am still trying to be this and than that too. It leaves me confused and agitated, but I think this lead me to be the best subject to study the two theories of existence.


This is a monologue, it can go till eternity. I put a closure to it and leave it to you guys to deliver one of yours monologue soon.