1 comments Wednesday, July 29, 2009

It has been long time and I had not talked about Chika, my best pal. Now he is a doctor and as a part of his contract he is working in a remote Indian village. The village has DTH, telephone line, a dispensary, I think even a small time police post but still it is remote on paper.

Chika with all the comforts of a city still feel he is trapped in a remote junction. Poor boy called me up and even convinced me that he is in a remote world. I asked him what worries you man, is it the poor or the illiterate or the goons that all I expected in my answer. He said no.

He asked me to watch some old Indian village oriented films and then to discuss this. I went back and refilled my knowledge of India with Kisna, lagan and Swades. Poor chaps but that was also not the remote India. I updated chika with my findings. Chika was not impressed and asked me you need to check the movies like do beega jameen, prem rog and some more movies that touched the issues.

I had not watched these movies and even if I had, that would not have helped me, I do not get more out of movie other than the last song. I asked Chika, do not waste my time, talk straight I already end up watching lagan for the 3rd time coz of him.

Have you ever hated a man coz he is not of your caste. I said absolutely not. Have you seen the lust in your eyes for all helpless women? Nope, woman being helpless is like Tyson being a beautician. Have you ever been treated like not being offered water coz u eat with a person of other religion. May be yes, but I was offered Coke in its place. Have you ever discriminated any one for not being from your part of country? I have to think F Naga was an exception, even Nagaland had no place for him.

Chika as you all know is cuil as a cucumber but today he lost his peace and banged his receiver. May be he got pissed I did not watched the movies he was talking about. Any way I will buy him a nice lunch next weekend when I go home.

Wait – This did not end up like this, I though what my best frenzo was going through and in the lunch session we did concluded my swades is still remote. No DTH no literacy campaign no roads can bring that rays of enlightenment.

Buddha bhalle Kare !!!

1 comments Tuesday, July 28, 2009

I grew up watching star trek and lost in space…

I had an illusion for the outer space…

I grew up listening Bryan Adams and Bon Jovi…

I had an impression will live up to 18 then I die…

I grew up studying geometry and algebra…

I had inkling for making a formation…

One sunlight hours it happened all of a sudden,,

I stopped growing….

Illusion, impression, inkling, hunches all started dodging..

Spaceships, guitar, numbers all started evading…

I had the clear picture…

Some call it reality other call it certainty..

I did not got what is the difference..

I had the clear picture…

It is black and white…

I got framed in it..

I had the clear picture..

4 comments Sunday, July 26, 2009

The ancient you are the better are your chances of being satisfied in this world of now days. I was thinking what is all we are after, and what one gets and what one misses. Few people experiment with thy life and reach a certain degree of emancipation or liberation. This level can be of greatness or level of fall. A master criminal know how he is rogue and can exploit the surroundings. In same way a person who comes to knew he has the ability to move the masses end up being a Hitler or Gandhi. Won’t you ask what happen to the majority of people? Yes, they end up like us.

Placate this world, not by deeds but by your mind. You do not have to be a practicing Buddhist but an observing soul. A tiger in a jungle is equivalent to a sage meditating on a river side, he is also equivalent to you and me working with full concentration in his or her office. There is a place for you and me and we need to have peace in there.

There are few gun slinging people in war raged countries, are they at peace. I cannot answer about thy peace but I know they do have something to pacify thy mind. What is this is not easy for me to comment but extremist as glorified in our culture too had a certain degree of peace.

What I liked about the socialist regimes and communist of the past was that they treated people equally. All works were as important as the person doing it. A doctor or a farmer paid the same for the work they do. Sound logical to me, a doctor may be a physically week person to plough the farm so took his refugee in books why he need to be paid more?

Some implementation went wrong and it resulted in the ouster of socialism idea, at least for this half of century.

Who will placate this world; it will neither be a religious nor a political messiah. It wills you and us, and trick is the mind. I have wavered but idea is same, equality is important for peace. It should not cost lives and unrest and confused soul being created.

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A year ago had a friend, who fell in love,

It happened in an instance, few scraps travelled across,

7 to be precise, 30 min exactly to fell in love,

A day went; they had bought a dedicated reliance,

A week went; he shopped and shipped chocs and teddy bears,

How fast was love, people questioned me,

I was the best friend, but did not knew when he took a flight to meet her,

I was convinced it was love not anything else,

When I chauffeured the love beings on a snowy day.

I felt like a cupid, it was my laptop and my words in those scraps,

Which lit the fire?

Time went I lost the track of the story, as it seemed too boring,

When I heard the two going to get married.

A day ago I got my favorites mode of communication,

He pinged me on a communicator to know he not going to marry her,

My first reaction was poor boy; she must have used her,

I wanted to take my words back, of being the cupid,

I wanted to know why Hally left Sally or the other way around,

My first call was to his brother, he told me they were made for each other,

One was a MBBS and other a MBA, how often do you see such a match,

He reasoned gal was self centered to run all in to trouble,

Ohh I see my boy was in love with a doctor, my mistake I should have warned,

I was not convinced that they run into trouble, it seemed to be dark and deceptive,

I heard another story in evening, gal meet a boy who was an MD,

Things were to shock me in morning when I get my friends invitation,

He is marrying a gal who working at a 7 digit package with a MNC,

Love seem to confuse the cupid only, people do rise and fall like a tide,

Do not take much out of it, west wrote it as a testimony of witnessing love.

1 comments Sunday, July 12, 2009

I had a strange dream, yesterday night. I found myself confounded in a high security jail. May be the reason for that was I kept on Thursday afternoon about the Public Enemies, bank robbers who terrorized US in early 30’s. Well in my dream I had masterminded an escape, even I would not have imagined in day light. Shawshank Redemption coming into the dream theatre of mine. The worst part today is I am not able to recollect the dream I had.

Creation of a Mind is too strong to be put into oblivion

Refer to the notes of mind to collect the best of imagination!!!

Nothing poetic today folks. I just wanted to visit my beloved blog on a rainy Sunday….And hey for sure watch Jonny Deep starrer .

1 comments Sunday, July 5, 2009

My confusion is my own dreams,

My dream is my own burden,

I do not sleep to have them,

I close mind to have some,

I am beating some old drums in night,

Coz I do not sleep to have real dreams,

I dream about what I think for,

What I think is for I see from,

I see chaos; I see something in shades of nothing,

It is all confusion; I do not have vision,

I forgot to tell I am blind,

I hear the world, but I do not see it,

Cut it short man!!!!!!!

My confusion is my own dreams,

My dream is my own burden,

And you reading this coz you intended to intrude my dreamz,,,,,,,,,,